I’ve been reading my old poem files and will publish a few I think should have made it to light.
Hope you enjoy them.
Published Poems:
In honor of my favorite book, Francine Rivers’ Redeeming Love
A Song Changed Her Name
Angel, her name at adoption, purchased to please–
when her mother dies at eight. The clenched rosary
still cries on the docks while Angel buries cinder
blocks, stomps the earth, and beats every tear into dust.
She ran to a silk bed of barrenness. She knew
how to be empty. The stroll through clean air could never
purify her black mourning, Michael sees his wife.
Not in lust, but a need to rescue her, as if it was himself.
At midnight she is beaten to swollen blue
beyond the pale owl skin, in the bed-
matted wheat locks she curls-in to guard the pain.
He steals her to his home. Hour-by-hour, wringing
rags, with faith she will live, in a fiery cabin.
She awakes to find her name become Amanda.
On the barn, wind chimes sing his love song in each storm.
Snow falls, melting her concrete organs as seeds wait
for spring and flowers bloom inside, but with wolf eyes
she plucks out each one. Stares, disgust, and judgmental
brows or a dry mouth of lust–this she knows–
but not a kiss after the slap or a tender
touch after barn grief’d tears. With every push–
he came closer. She flew a white flag inside the dusty
bowl, resolved to learn to stay, than be what the wind
picked up that day. Even if- it would tear out her limbs,
chop her in tiny pieces, like the fish he plant
with the kernel buried deep in the hole by his
rugged hands.
She would not be barren forever.